Surviving’s World

My little sister is in the hospital right now.  Please keep her in your prayers/thoughts.

Thank you!

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I want off this roller coaster ride.  I just don’t know how much more of the daily ups and downs, I seem to have every day, I can take before I totally lose it.  I long to just travel down the middle of the road. 

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I am really frustrated with our internet options right now.  We basically only have two options.  I was going with the cable company but once their offers expire it is just too expensive for the cable and the internet.  The other option is the phone company.  Unless you have a phone line they really don’t have any good options either.  If you do get the phone service and the internet it ends up being too much as well. 
 
I already canceled the cable and consequently had to cancel the internet as well.  We just can’t afford both. 
I’m just trying to save some money but I don’t know what to do.

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Due to some of the things going on and a suggestion from my doctor, I tried to quit my job on Friday.  My boss was out of town all week.  I decided to send him an email.  I told him I would do my best until me could find a replacement.  Today when my boss came back he let me know he decided he had not received my email and that it had been deleted  right after he read it.

What now!!!

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I’m still not getting online much lately.  I’m working full time right now, frequently putting in overtime.  On Saturdays we have been working on some “do-it-yourself” projects around the house, i.e.- installing carpet (which neither of us had done before).  Sundays I’m home alone with three boys who are not interested in making things easier for me or letting me get some rest.  Things have certainly not been boring at all!!!

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I was finally starting to feel half way normal and that maybe I could deal with things.  Then something happen that totally knocks me right back down again.  When will things stop and just be good!?

I need some help.  I would like to hear about some of the crazy/scary things your kids have done and how you have dealt with it.  I’m having some big problems with my oldest.  Something needs to change very soon.  I really need some ideas of new things to try with him!

I just wanted to thank everyone for all the comments.  It really means a lot to me!!!

I know it has been a really long time since I have written anything.  I’ve been  going through a lot the last few months.   I wasn’t taking care of health.   I actually ended up in the hospital this week.   I stopped doing a lot of things lately.  While in the hospital I realized that I had stopped doing the things that I enjoyed.   I need my blog and to spend a little time online.  So if anyone is still reading I hope to hear from you soon.

I’ve been back to work for about 5 months now.  I really thought that things would slowly become easier for me and I would be able to accomplish things at home.  It seems that the more I work the more difficult it gets.  I just can’t seem to get my act together.  There are so many things that simply aren’t getting done.  My husband has been helping out more.  Which I do appreciate, even though it can be frustrating at times.  I just feel like I’m slowly drowning.

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